July 2nd, 2010

Mistake

I'm such a fucking idiot. I'm an idiot i'm such a fucking idiot. Of course she didn't want it public that's why she

surfingfan909: cathryn

se7enth-seal: Hello

se7enth-seal: What's going on

surfingfan909: you know full fucking well

surfingfan909: cathryn xu why the fuck did you make my diary public

surfingfan909: CATHRYN GET BACK HERE

se7enth-seal: I didn't mean for it to cause any harm

surfingfan909: I SHOWED YOU THAT IN EARNEST

se7enth-seal: nobody sawit its okkay calm down

surfingfan909: oh dont fucking try and deflect

surfingfan909: you cant fucking hide behind your excuses you did this to yourself

se7enth-seal: Sssorry i didn't mean to

surfingfan909: god you sound so fucking pathetic

surfingfan909: you keep self flagellating when confronted with something you've done wrong instead of actually reflecting like a normal functioning human being

se7enth-seal: what do you want me to do

se7enth-seal: I'l do anything just don't be mad I'll delte the entry

surfingfan909: god

surfingfan909: stop acting like a dog that's getting chewed out for shitting on the carpet

surfingfan909: why can't you be normal

se7enth-seal: I

se7enth-seal: I'm trying to be normal

se7enth-seal: I once knew but I just don't anymore

se7enth-seal: Junior year

surfingfan909: you keep bringing junior year up

surfingfan909: cathryn i will fucking slap you if you bring up something and don't explain it for the seventh time

se7enth-seal: I

se7enth-seal: I can't say he told me never to speak of it

surfingfan909: oh fucking whoop de doo dickhead hide behind this mysterious benefactor

surfingfan909: you'd rather speak no evil than own up to your mistakes

surfingfan909: you're nothing but a coward