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<!DOCTYPE html> <html> <head> <meta charset="UTF-8"> <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0"> <title>Letter</title> <link href="inversion.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" media="all"> (enchant:?page, (bg:"https://file.garden/aOfBtIHwq2KYQkQr/blog%20assets/streamofconciousness") ) </head> <body> <div style="background-color:white; overflow:hidden; border: 2px outset gray; width: 1000px; margin:auto; color:black;"> <div> <h1>Dear Carly D'Angelo,</h1> I hope this letter finds you in good health and good spirits. I just wanted to apologize. You didn't need to worry yourself so sick about me all this time. I appreciate it with all my heart, but you didn't need to burden yourself with my affairs. But enough about me. This isn't about me. It never has been. It's about you. The person who's stuck with me for this long without looking down in shame. I've never forgotten that day in the pool, you know? It really felt like our time, just the two of us. If I'll be candid, the only time I was truly happy was with you. So, from the bottom of my heart, (text-rotate-x:8)+(text-rotate-y:35)[thank you.] (text-rotate-x:8)+(text-rotate-y:32)+(text-rotate-z:352)[Thank you for being the one I could put my heart in] (text-rotate-x:8)+(text-rotate-y:32)+(text-rotate-z:66)[when nobody wanted to be around me.] (align:"=><=")+(box:"X")[= (text-rotate-x:326)+(text-rotate-y:359)+(text-rotate-z:336)[I'll do the best thing I can to thank you.](text-rotate-x:33)+(text-rotate-y:64)+(text-rotate-z:336)[ I'll leave,] (text-rotate-x:297)+(text-rotate-y:13)+(text-rotate-z:37)[go as far away from this fucking town as I can, ] (text-rotate-x:11)+(text-rotate-y:25)+(text-rotate-z:345)[and you won't have to tolerate my moping around anymore. You'll be free.](text-rotate-x:49)+(text-rotate-y:359)+(text-rotate-z:311)[If, and I don't want to intrude, you want to meet up for old times' sake, I'll be at the train station. ] (align:"==>")[I'll be at the train ststion] (align:"==>")[because I've been running away too long.] (align:"=><=")+(box:"=====================XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX==============")[I have problems that I can't fight any more. Problems I need to deal with before they get too big and swallow me whole.] If it's not obvious, I don't want you to come looking for me after I leave. (align:"=><=")+(box:"=======XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX===")[Not you, not Jack, nobody. If anybody asks where I've gone, say you don't know. Don't show this letter to anybody. Last thing I need is for people to start worrying.] (text-rotate-z:28)[ If I were a man, I would have loved to propose to you in a cabin near Lake Superior. I would have shown you my favorite ice cream parlor back home. I think i love you how a man loves his wife. (align:"==>")+(box:"==XXX")[-Cathryn Xu] ] thank you fo rbeingh kind to me