September 21st, 2009

Slump

Just wondering if anybody’s also in that mid-month slump where your head’s just dully buzzing and it just doesn’t feel like anything’s real? I’m in one of those moods again and nobody I’ve talked to recently knows what I’m talking about. Maybe I’m just not really describing it well and THAT’S why people aren’t fully following. I have a problem with that to be honest. Sometimes I’ll be talking and realize too little too late that I’m spouting incomprehensible guff that means nothing to anybody. Guess that’s why I asked for a single room. The only person that really GETS me is myself. Don’t get me wrong, by the way. I love my friends. I love Carly. I love Jack. But sometimes I just need nothing more than to just be alone and sort out my own thoughts. Goddamn by the way, I should clean up around here. I tried to get started on that like…….. oh my god April. Wow. Jesus Christ, the year’s almost over. It feels like no time at all passed. I’ll clean up tomorrow, surely.

OH MY GOD IT’S THE 21ST NIGHT OF SEPTEMBER